Tuesday, November 22, 2005

My Friend?

Are you my friend?
Would you (my friend) advise me it be wise to continue to get it on w/ you or would you (my friend) tell me to drop you like a hot potato?
Do you have my back all the time or only when we are platonic friends?
Could we go back to being platonic friends?
Man o' man what are you lookin' for?
Don't ask me that? We are not talking 'bout me here we be talkin' 'bout you! I , for one, do not not know what i am looking for!!! Well maybe undying love, adoration, and devotion but who isn't!!!
Could it be that i like you more than a friend but not enough to continue this casual liason we've got going! Strike that - I like myself too much too continue this casual thing we've got going.
I have alot of feelings about you - about this whole messy, funny, hot thang we got goin' on but let me tell ya one thing -- casualness has nothing to do with it!!! It's got no place - it does not fit!!!
You and i were not meant to be fuck buddies - fuck buddies look way hotter than you and have way less brain cells.
I don't wanna be your fling - your piece on the side - under you tutelage - or whatever.
I guess I want it all or nothing which seems so very odd because we've pretty much gotta be doomed from the get go. A catastrophe waiting to happen. But just imagine if it could possibly work - if all the pieces could fit together - if we could be a team and stick it out. I'd imagine it could be pretty good - funny, kind, intellectually challenging, passionate - with just enough different to make it interesting and enough the same to make it comfortable. See - I just want it all on my terms - and im not even sure if im ready yet!
Now thats not too much to ask is it?????